Rejected Twice

I should have not asked.. I know from the start that I will still be rejected, so why bother? Have I not satisfied myself from all the rejections, discriminations and disappointments? I was thinking that this country is my KARMA! I don't know how to cope up from this rubbish frustrations... I need to be brightened up,

I reckon it's too much. I know I have to stick to plan A and soon I will be rewarded.

KLT